...often I have mistaken...often I have been quite unreasonable as to hurt my friends...sometimes too selfish in my own way to fill up the lonely spaces that appears as ugly scars in my life....and in the process I have all the more alienated myself...mounting expectations became intolerable pressure on my friends and it led to ultimate collapse....but still I sit..lonely by the window and hope one day will come....and....
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Not getting Time at all
These days I'm keeping unusually busy. So get too little time to be with my one time companion my PC that is...hahaha......to be true, i have started feeling estrangement with the internet and socializing via net....and all those stuffs.
Orkut used to eat up the lion's share of my time earlier......to tell the truth, last 2-3 days i hardly spent 2 hours at Orkut, taken together.
First I'm horribly and terribly busy. Taking coaching for the competitive exams....well I need to sit and write those exams or else will have to go around jobless cursing the wretched world of injustice....so before i have to do that I have decided to try and land up a job...lolzzzz
Secondly.......what I think I said earlier.... these days I feel too bored with Orkut.....well never to be mistaken that I'm getting wary of friends...that's utter impossible...a person like me....I'll go on mistaking one after another, but getting myself disposed of my friend is something that i cannot even think in my wildest dreams. It is actually some developments that have taken place over the last few days.....firstly to tell the truth....same conversations and same people sometimes get on to nerves.....it happens...."how are u?...what's up?...me doing fine....blah blah"....this continues with each and every one coming online and this conversation is followed by a long stretch of uninterrupted silence till another one pops up to blabber the same stupid talks.
Added to this is politics.....Community politics...I mean I find this online community politics utter bull shit......I mean what one can achieve?...a bit attention I guess?...these crazy bunch...lolzzz....never will they dive into actual politics, which really do need them....I am quite contented with my political life...and really do not need the same in Orkut....rather on the contrary I have my profile there to have a break from the mundane and at times killing politics I have to face daily....so NO POLITICS IN ORKUT.......unless thigs get sorted out...I'm not going back.....to put it straight......not like the way I used to be...
As for blogging...I'm really too hard pressed for time to make some time out and jot some lines here...really...I get so tired when I come back.....sitting and typing seems redundant....
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