This is something that's self imposed. This is something I accepted knowing all the consequences. That I will miss them, that I will miss my home, my city and all that made me, my life and shped my time in Kolkata. yet then decided to be here, to be in Singapore and try to shape my life a better way!!
But 5 days down the line and I can not miss maa more, baba too. I miss her tender touch, her scoldings, the mornings that was made by her tea, her breakfast, baba, newspapers...the afternoons of her care, her teases, the evening of going out with her, baba's returning from office and we 3 together in our small lil world. I made that even more nuclear. Miss my maa....the warmth , her smell, her presence, her everything....I just miss the sense of being protected, the sense of being always there with some one to come back to....whom do I come back to here?...whom do i share my stories?...whom do I fight with?...who will scold me at my mistakes only to shroud me in the ever warm arms ... Maa...Baba ....
forgive me ...
